Just dropped out of college need advice? ?

im gettin depressed... i moved out whn i was 17 completely naieve to all this ****, started my fashion course september thought it was what i wanted to do but now im not sure.. i had to drop out last week because my bank details wer used fraudulantly ovr internet and i havnt had any luck with jobs so i ***** afford goin to college no mor like travel expenses n stuff i ***** cover, went a week with no money so n ofood either .. tired of scrounging off my single mum, life jus so difficult and im nt the brightest crayon in the box, so there probzis something i can do i just dont know it.. im looking for full time work now with not great qualifications so im scared il end up a bum on the dole orr working n fast food place... theres nothing im really good at im crap atmaths .. only art my strong point which aint a greatt thing .. i used to b really happy and enthusiastic about evrything and now im total pessamist... i kinda wanna go bk home but i met a nice guy who i wudnt want to leave ...